5 DOWN.
1 MORE TO GO

just one more.
CAC tmr and boo.
my short break will be here before.SIP.
*groans*

just came back home from school.
the paper was horrifying.
not enough time to go analyse.
i was almost crapping/bullshitting through the whole paper.
i don't even know what im writing cos i didn't relate much to the case.
or should i say i didn't even refer to the case.
and there's not enough time to go and analyse lah.
or else le-that section is called case study.
could i still can secure my B+ of coursework?
HOPEFULLY.i could.
just let me pass that paper plus with moderation.
don't talk to me on MCQ.
make so many mistakes.

halfway through the paper.
stomach cramp all of the sudden.
then suddenly,i realise it can only be one thing on earth.
haha.
girls. u understand le rite?
but then, i ta han all the way till the end of the paper..
:(
PAIN.
now still pain.
the pink pill also wouldn't work.
maybe i need some sleep.
and yeah.
i finally could get some sleep yesterday.
=D.

hi5 to me.

tomorrow.
i can't wait for tomorrow.
go eat my lunch and i just go for a nap,before the usual mugging for CAC.
*grumbles*..

till then.
:)


David Tao and Jolin- Jin Tian Ni Yao Jia Gei Wo



David Tao- Tai Mei Li



4 papers down
2 more to go.
hurray!!
=D

ah choo.
my stupid nose is like running like hell.
wait i mean running nose.
it does not mean my nose run away.
who come up with this term running nose huh btw?
in school i seem fine.but then.
now im not fine.

i just reach home from school after my paper.
haha.
eh.let me see.
the paper wasn't that easy,neither was it difficult.
so its just a okay paper.
last question on calculation of the share buy back
my calculation went correct until
the ROA part. [forgotten to do the 2% thingy for the bank thingy]
how sad can i be??
for the freaking first time,i know how to do that question
and the second part.
i also know how to do. cos just use the FORMULAE.
sighh.
cos i didn't practice the past year paper simply cos i didn't have time to do it after.
but those who did say it's almost similar to the past year.
FREAK LAH.
but should be able to gain some working marks.
so should still be able to pass my SAPM.
which i have been thinking so negatively about it after yesterday paper and today morning.
cos i got a freaking C for the coursework.
so i wish i got a B or a C+.
i will be happy with it.
even if its a C.
=)

anyway.
so im not the only one who say the CALCULUS paper was difficult.
tons of people say its difficult.
even zs also think its a bit difficult.
but for that pro guy, he should still be able to secure his Z.
unlike me eh?
his results is super till cannot super/extremely good liao.
arghh. i want his brains.
HAHA.
cos i complain to felicia yesterday before her paper, and she said she heard about it from her LOM friends.
so yeah,im not the only one who thinks its difficult.
phew...

whatever.
it's over.

[fel,i shall continue the thumb-drive story]
HAHA.

2 more papers left only.
i will be enjoying my short break.
friday friday.
=)


3 down.
3 more to go

reach home from school just a little while ago.
later going to buy lunch
and mug for SAPM.

Yesterday have BTM paper.
eh, was neither easy nor difficult.
not ok also.
i also don't know how is the standard of the paper.
i only noe i will pass my BTM.
should be able to pass my BTM.

eh yah
then for today paper.
CALCULUS
haha.
forget it man.
my A'S.
byebye
the implicit differentiation i tried so many times at home.
tuts i know how to do.
past year paper i know how to do.
and yet today the question today was so difficult.
arghh.
and the indefinite integration.
my god i make a careless mistakes.
but then.
should be minus away marks already.arghh.
feel so guilty.
sigh.
then still got a lot of careless mistakes.
whatever it is.
let me pass.
just that i don think there would be an A already.
unless there's moderation.
:(

anyway.
life is more than results.
and can someone give me a gun and point at me and memorise?
i just hate to memorise things.
i only understand then go into the exam hall and crap already.
whatever.

don't know what crap i typing now.

till then.


Twins-Wo Hen Xiang Ai Ta



Twins-Ni Jui Yong Gan



Nice songs
:)

HAPPY BDAY TO FELICIA!
finally u turning 19 today!
=D

i couldn't sleep last night.
awwww.
i have a difficult time turning and tossing on my bed.

I HATE IT MAN.
why i can't sleep?
i need sleep.

later paper at 2.30pm.
i have done what i could have done.
read what i could have read.
practice what i could have practice.
the rest i leave it to god already.

whatever it is.
no stress for me.
i still love my life though its exams.
i still use my comp
still watch some tv programmes.
at least there wouldn't be so much stress.
hahs.

im counting down to fri.
fri fri fri
people.
let's count down and have fun after that!
=D


after sleeping at 12.30am last night.
i feel better.
heck about the MA paper.
can pass very good le.
haax.
life is nice without exams.
i agreed.
whatever happens, happens for a reason.
maybe they think the failure rate for MA is high.
so they set a super difficult paper to let them moderate.
zi wo an wei is so difficult.

shall chiong for Mon to FRI paper.
i will and must do well.
shrugs.
if possible only.
=D

a weird dream yesterday.
scary.
but sweet.
but it will not happen in reality man.
haha

till then.


[edited]
i believe in myself.
but im just lacking of confidence.

im really tired.
*yawns*
despite sleeping early yesterday.

will try to blog when i can.
if not will be back next week.
:)

I CAN'T WAIT FOR EXAMS TO END.

wish me luck.
=D

[edited]
L is for LOSER
S is for STUPID

this can be describe me for now.
i feel so demoralise

MA IS SUPER TOUGH.
WHAT QUESTION IS IT SETTING?
QUESTION 4 AND 5 REALLY CANNOT MAKE IT MAN.
SEEMS LIKE EVERYONE GOT 150 BUT NOT ME.
WHYY??
MY QUESTION 4 AND 5 CAN JUST SAY BYEBYE MAN
ALL DO WRONGLY.
SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.
:(

life sucks now.

i should be able to just pass my paper.

my coursework get A also no use le worx
MA. my A's to it.
byebye.

i hate it.
especially when my seat number is 4.
4=si ma.
really dead man.

till then
ciaos


im stress.
nonono.
no stress for me.
everyone seems to know what they are learning.
except for me.

GOD, GIVE ME THE BRAINS AND THE GRADES I WANTED.

amen.


a great day i had yesterday
:)
love the ice-cream cake.
haha.
thanks to my family

and yeah.
thanks to my friends for their testimonial, e-mails, sms-es, and taggy
thanks a lot for your well-wishes.

slept at 12 plus this morning.
quite early right
HAHA.
cos im super tired.
but still.
i woke up at 8 plus also.
sighh.
im still quite tired.
i shall tried the questions again and again.
and again.
im aiming at A for this sub and nothing is going to stop me from going it unless i make careless mistakes.

MA is tomorrow
BTM is on Mon.
Cal is on Tue.
SAPM is on Wed.
FA is on Thur
CAC is on Fri

i find it hard to concentrate now.
i shall memorize the format for the what later
i will not give myself stress.
i think i in the past give myself too much stress already.
that's why.
but still.
as long as u work hard, even u can't achieve the desire results, u still don't have to blame yourself.
cos whatever happens, happens for a reason.
just like how some people can know everything, but once in exam hall. they can forget about what they learn already.
we shoud not give ourself so much stress.
yay?

xj sis bf(xj future bro-in-law) in the Dean List.
haha. 1.1 gpa 5. though 1.2 drop abit, but still more than 4.5 i heard. haha
first class honours le worx
heh
xj i waiting for you okay??
:)

don't know what crap i typing.
ignore me.

go eat my breakfast-macaroni

till then, ciaos.


20 years ago. at 1533(3.33pm)-nice time right.
on 23/08/1986, i cried for the first time.
yay
=D

i will always love this day.

HAPPY 20th BDAY TO MYSELF.
thanks friends for their SMS-ES.
appreciated alot.
my heartfelt thanks to all of you.
i wish you all all the best for your exams.

it's kind of funny.
cos i was hoping 12am wouldn't came.
but still it got to come.
and boom.
weird. i was like eh, 20 liao arh.
don't know to laugh or to cry.
so fast worx.
a big jump.and don't worry.i will still be childish as before. no worry lah. i will never get tired of growing older( i can't control this one, cos everyone gets to get old year by year).
but i also will still be as childish as ever.(that's me lah)
hah.

my bday wishes(not in order)
1)pass my 3.1 exams
2)enter uni
3)a new laptop
4)driving license
5)ipod nano tube
6)a car-let me win toto first(haha)
7)lose some more weight
8)everyone be happy
9)Tarot cards
10)Braces
11) a lot more. let me think. if i knew, then i will post it up tomorrow.

mug for MA till 3AM plus this morning.
woke up pretty early huh?
since now is only 8.25am on my computer clock.
:)

i have practice for calulus. but there's still some doubts going on.
:(
but then, i will still try my best.

MA paper this friday.
my exams will end officially next friday with CAC as my last paper.
im hoping for the best.
but hah. my friend say my result is not good.
haha.
but then, life is more than result.
what we learn now might not be able to apply in the future.
we study now for the sake of- haha.
what le? u all should know hor.

but anyway.
i gonna enjoy myself now.
haa
though i still need to study.
but when studying also need to relax also ma
=D

i love mom who cook wanton soup yesterday
and my sis who bought the chicken wings from whitesand library.
=D

till then, ciaos.
:)


it's 9.11am now.
pretty tired.
i woke up half and hour before which was around 8.30am.
pretty tired.
after trying to read my BTM notes topic 3. though i know how to do.
but im still kind of worried.
haven read 4 and 5.
cos its really i-don't-understand kind of notes to me.
and i slept at 2am this morning.
but at least i can open my eyes during the night am i right?

sometimes i feel that let nature take it's course is better than giving urself stress.
im not going to give stress to myself.
i gona just study(just like everyone saying study for the sake of studying ma)
but ha. study sometimes can be nice too.
yay?
:)

yesterday SO MALU in school lah.
haha.
shall not say too much. want to ask, ask me. but that's nothing much also.
wana go study. but i couldn't find a place that suits me.
i can nua on my bed with my notes and just BOOM. fall asleep.if im at home studying. but that's doesn't mean all the time lah.
maybe cos im too tired.
but still..
wana go airport. but think no friends there le. hm.
so yahh.
went home and yeah. went to whitesand for dinner initially was my thought with my parent.
in the end, they went to TAMP.
so yah. we went to the money changer.
changing money and stuff.
haha.
and yah, went to have dinner.
LOR MEE .
haha.
ok lah.
then reach home.
MOM NEVER COOK BECAUSE MY PARENTS WENT TO MALAYSIA.
and mom bought a pair of sandals. nice.
:)

my aunt(from dad side) ask my dad wana go KOREA(if i did not remember wrongly) in december.
BUT I HAVING SIP LAH.
think so.
but. see how. my dad says.

anyway.
LIFE'S BEEN GREAT.
don't be stress.
that's all i think we and everyone should do.
pushing urself and comparing. isn't that nice though.am i right?
though without comparing, you will never know whether you will do well.
but still. the results is yours. no point comparing. give so much stress for?

and i have weird dreams yesterday.
completely,totally,extremely weird dreams.

shall go back to my BTM topic 4 and 5 notes(last set of notes) before reading MA.
and revising for my calculus at night. tomorrow will be MA.
arghh.
so fast man. time just flies.

tomorrow.
don't know to be happy or sad. haha
to laugh or to cry.
haha.
weird as we are growing older.

tomorrow.
:)


Li Sheng Jie- Yan Di Xing Kong



F.I.R- TIAN TIAN YE YE



S.H.E- CHU DIAN



S.H.E- WO MEN ZHE ME LE




:)
nice songs

have started revision last week
but then.
nothing seems to be able to get through my head.
nvm. next week read through again.
should be ok ba for main exams.
i hope i will do well.
who don't want though?
anyway, life is more than results.
be contented with what we have.
:)

and what's more.
i have been sleeping early in the night.
without studying while i bet everyone is mugging during the night.
somehow i just couldn't open my eyes.
maybe. should drink coffee le.
and i will START FA TMR.
i must and i will.
:(

shall go back to school later to mug.
arghh. mugging.
:(

National Day rally yesterday by PM was motivating and inspiring.

am hungry.
shall see what's for breakfast.
if not, i shall have brunch later.
haha.
fried rice for breakfast cum lunch.
not a bad idea though.
will go back to my notes already.

GANBATTE!!

2 more days


一个像夏天一个像秋天

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的锻炼
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的胸怀志意我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的锻炼
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的胸怀志意我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你
你了解我所有得意的东西
拆穿我留些意怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形像保密
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的胸怀志意我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

:)

today sort of last day of school.
hehe.
but there's still main exam next week.
:(
ARGHH.
slept close to 2 plus yesterday.
my eyes is so red now.

gotten A for CAC coursework.
which was. eh. shocking?
cos the participation part i didn't anticipate much.
but i was pleased.
so just hope main exam would..
hm.

got to go school.
maybe im just lucky enough to get to school in time.
:)

school till 6pm.
:(

till then, ciaos.


我们的纪念日

我的心忽然又活了
总在见到你的那一刻
原来我也有过这样的悸动
只是在习惯自我保护后
忘了...
想聊的故事太长了
反而就都沉默的笑着
金色阳光洒在你双手上头
看起来好暖让我想紧紧握着
这是我们的纪念日
纪念我们开始对自己诚实
愿意为深爱的人
放弃骄傲
说少了你生活淡的没有味道
这是美丽的纪念日
纪念我们能重新认识一次
有些事要流过泪才看的到
不求完美爱的更远
要过的更好
我用寂寞来惩罚我
看着你走过
要什么当时不说
此刻能有你倾听我
轻轻的转着
那是种甘甜以后
让人想哭的快乐

love this song to bits and pieces.
:)

anyway. yesterday was alright.
SAPM AND FA lect.
then MA tutorial.
go through the tutorials. and coursework.
gotten A.

went to swensens tampines to celebrate carol bday.
then yihui and wanhui celebrated for me too. an early one. cos next week is study week.
order fries, ice-cream and ice-cream cake.
funny thing is. because carol was 19, i turning 20.
then we take 2 big candles and 9 small candles.
then cos we don't look as if we were 29.
haha
and they sing for carol happy bday!!
haha.
cool lah.
alright. the ice-cream was yummy.
hehe.
love it.

thanks a lot to the both of you.
:)

took 81 home and i slept at 11 plus.
haven revise anything yesterday.
DEAD.
haha.
oh well. today i will and must start.

mugging in process.

going to bath and go school le.
:)

till then, ciaos.


time don't wait for you.
let nature take its course.
though im aiming all A's and B's this sem.
it still wouldn't provide me with my 3 gpa.
cos my gpa is like don't know what now.
2.8 out of 4.
no matter how much i do.
no matter how much i studied.
i will never ever step into the 3 category.
shouldn't aim so high.
cos im just sigh.
maybe just feel kind of.
yah
but i yesterday so bo liao.
i go and count how many A's i need to get.
and Bs.
i need to get at least 5A this sem.
which is almost impossible.
HAHA.

gotten a C for sapm coursework.
gotten A for Calculus.
gotten B+ for BTM and FA
the other two most prolly is B+ or A.will get back today and tomorrow.
but not A ba.think most prob is B+

why life is so smooth for some and some not.
i don't always understand this.
though we keep on telling others this.
but when u want to an wei urself.
you found it's so difficult.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH

need to study.
need to study.
need to study.
need to study.

awwwwww...

happy bday to Carol!!
:)

next wed my turn.
haha.

bye for now

wish me luck people!!


oh my.
my eyes are red.
arghh
i mug through my BTM notes yesterday.
with the thought of .
oh let's finish BTM. for the sake of today MOCK paper and MAIN exam.
but after redoing the tutorials. and classworks.
i found it totally impossible.
HAHA.
maybe im too stupid.
shall mug.
arghhhhh

somehow.
whatever happens, happens for a reason.
i cried in class yesterday.
oh yeah, called me childish or what.
but the tears want to drop. how can i stop it?
but anyway.
i think be contented with what you have at the moment.
is the most wonderful thing.
maybe life wouldn't be as smooth as what we think always.
ups and downs will most prob kill the chance of what our life would want to be.
but maybe without them, there wouldn't be challenges in life.
=x

whatever it is.
everyone just jiayou lah.
ganbatte!!

thanks friends.
:)

anyway, going to bath and go school already.
HAHA.

shall mug and mug already.
arghhhh

and HAPPY BDAY TO DAWN!!
:)


IT'S MONDAY.
it's the last week of school.
before main exam.
i predicting that the lib will be filled with people.
MUGGING AWAY.

i got 6 papers.
i wouldn't say die lah.
cos some people could take more than 6 papers.
that one is then really pro lo.

eh. let me see.
did i have anything special to blog?

not quite.
i remember playing bowling at SAFRA TAMP on last friday before my calculus lect.
waited for quite a long time cos there's some competition going on.
then i play.
first round.=81
second round=33
don't ask me why.
momentum lost.
HAHA.
and i think i did the most malu thing lah.
not my turn, i go and play.
almost killed that person chance of winning eh?
sorry lah.
went back to sch for lect and dinner.
a bit tired lah.

sat and sun just stayed at home.
reading my ma notes.

haven really start revising.
:(
ARGHHH

help lah.

-dd-


i promise to study
i promise to study
i promise to study

I NEED TO STUDY

i don't want next next wednesday to COME!
:(
i don't want to turn 20.
arghhh

i feel stress.
nonono.

i can't be stress.

i will work hard towards my A's(which is impossible)
i will i will i will

sometimes life is full of ups and downs.
i believe that miracles do appear.

tired.
go slp le.
nite.


[Edited]

HAPPY BDAY TO SINGAPORE.
:)
as well to TING TING.
haha.
same bday as Singapore.
should be proud ma.

fireworks at marina bay was SUPER NICE!!

will be going malaysia soon.

till then, ciaos

[edited]

one people, one nation, one singapore.
we are singapore, we are singapore,we will stand together hear the lion roar.
stand up for singapore.
count on me singapore
this is home, truly,where i know i must be.

this is my home.

Singapore, i love you!!

alright.
i went to malaysia.
reach kukup close to 1.
despite us setting in at abt 9.
and hey.
my dad took over as the driver position once we reach into malaysia.
HAHA.
went to sleep once i reach there.
cool lah.
PUBLIC HOLS rocks.
my nieces and nephews were having school lah.
haha
then we have dinner as well as playing with my nieces and nephews.
:)
oh yah, we have durians.
hehe.
my house also have a lot now.
then, set off for Singapore at about 6.30pm.
but traffic jam.
:(
in the end, i reach home at about 10.30pm.
hoho.
did caught a bit of Singapore National Day Parade in Malaysia.
:)

National Stadium was crowded.
with people wearing red top.
last time at National Stadium.
think lots of people had an unforgettable night there.
with us Singing the National Songs,saying the pledge.plus the fireworks, plus those what planes and acts and stuffs.
BYE NATIONAL STADIUM.thanks for accomodating thousands of people for the past national day parade.and all other events.
like what they say, jiu de bu qu, xing de bu lai.
and HAPPY BDAY SINGAPORE.
<3 Singapore.

tired.
go sleep le.
nite


i miss music.
i miss my piano.
i miss choir.
i miss anything that can be related to music.
maybe suddenly.
no piano at the corner of my house.
seems weird.
but still.
its all my fault.
:(

whatever.

think i knew the reason why my dad don't want me to get my license so early.
but it's kind of cool to get it the more earlier.
haha.
he thinks im immature-definitely will never ever pass it the first time.he rather i waste one time money. then wasting don't know how many times. haha
and i will definitely get lost in the streets of Singapore.
HAHA.
whatever.
i got no time to think of this at the moment.
no time to study FTT le. and book for my FTT.
HAHA

exams is next next week.
and yet im still so slack.
isn't it funny.
whatever lah.
I SHALL WORK HARD.
but then. everytime i say this, the higher the disappointment i will get when the results is out.
sighh.
cannot. i wana get into NTU or NUS(which both consist of a big NO to me at the moment,if ever i can get into any of the 2, haha, think they sky will just fall)
:(

TMR IS NATIONAL DAY.
oh, Singapore turning 41 tmr.
:)
happy bday to SINGAPORE in advance.
in the event that i can't blog tmr.

till then, ciaos.


WHOO!
enjoyable WEEKEND i have.
:)

hehe.

went to SMU on SAT morning.
YF met me AT pasir ris interchange at 7am.
we took bus 12 down to tamp to meet xj,gh,zs.
after which went to KATONG.
and met rebeka COOL RITE?
then we were late.
think all of us were tired.
cos quite a number of us slept close to 1 after the so call conference over xj phone.
:)
hehe.
reach BUGIS. and we walk to school of accountancy.
we were nearly lost lah.
:(
haha.
but we were still late.
and i think we were the last grp to reach there.
although both grp of us thought that we were be kick out by the first round.
which fortunately didn't.
HAHA.
my grp- xj,yf and me were kicked out after the third round.
the other grp-rebeka,gh and zs think is after the 5th round is it.
out of the 7 round.
quite cool for us already. considering that we were like the only poly students there?
in the end, think is smu and ntu won the weakest link.
but overall quite cool lah.
cos the question got tougher and tougher after each round.
anyway, have reception after that.

went to ORCHARD after that.
went to ISETAN scotts to collect voucher.
caught TOO FAST, TOO FURIOUS.TOKYO DRIFT at cine.
must watch.
and the tired me. as usual. can fall asleep despite the crashing, booming, engine rolling. blablabla.
im pro or what while u all say lah.
but i did catch the MOVIE.exciting lah.quite like initial D.
so MUST WATCH- 4.5 out oF 5 STARS!.
:)
but somehow going out with 2 guys seems weird
they were separated from us girls during the movie and shopping.
but then.
alas. whatever.
maybe they ARE SHY?
hahahaha.
nvm lah.
i was wearing heels. and my leg was aching.
sian.
:(
but still. after me and xj board 518.
we were happy to find seats avaliable when the bus reach suntec.
alas. THE BUS BROKE DOWN.
like what the.
BUT BUT BUT.
the happy thing was we saw fireworks at the marina bay de.
though the bus came at the wrong time. sld i say?cos we took bus 36 after that.
to airport
:)
and there were traffic jam lah.
sighh
:(
but still. we caught the part of the fireworks rite?
took bus 53 home. then on the way,i slept. then i keep myself awake in case i miss my stop.
haha

miss SUPERBAND finals.
though i reach home at 11pm.
i thought i will be in time to see who won.
when i ask my parents.
they say MI LU BING!!
YIPPE YAY!
i just support them from the start lah.
:)
CONGRATS!!

HEHE.

yesterday was highlighting of all my notes.
quite a number of my notes were in BLACK AND WHITE.
and underline.
and i highlight till all my highlighters run out of ink.
later i going to buy le.
:)
cos i got extra 20 bucks from my mom.
cos she win 4D ma.but not much also lah
must thanks to my chinese and english bday lah.
2318.(23 is my english de.18 is my chinese de)
hahahahaah.
:)

OH YEAH!!
im happy.
as well as sad.
don't know why

wed should i go malaysia with my dad?
or stay in singapore and celebrate national day?

see how lah.
stress.
:(

on a happier note. THERE'S NO SCHOOL FOR ME TODAY!!
:)

will be back soon alright!!


sometimes in life, when one msg came into just your handphone.
it can definitely affect your whole day mood.
and how i just hope that msg never ever came into my handphone.
im not jealous.
im not petty.
im not going to be jealous or petty.
im fine, i will be fine.

maybe i just don't wana bug anyone abt it.
it's stupid for me to bug so many person over one question that i have been trying to get a good answer from.
it's not that they can't help. it's not im not willing to listen. but then.
it's an answer that i think can never help me.
maybe it takes times for me to give it up completely.
and thanks to friends- if u ever see me down. just don't ask what happen.
i don't want to repeat everything again.
:(

anyway, yesterday was ok.
initally shopping might be good to help u distress.
but still. halfway through everything.
was feeling moody.
but anyway, im half fine half not fine.
but should be fine.
arghh
what sentence is this?

and cramps is all i having now.
go away soon. thanks.
think the moody conditions were caused by something else arh.
:(

my legs is in blister conditions now.
:(
saddd.

arghh.

moody situation please go away.
:)
please. life will be fine soon for me.
i hope.

im going to smile today.
not going to be moody or what.
:)
i will be fine soon!


Is your birthday day 23 of the month?
Your Life
You never live your life in the way others want you to. You are an
independent individual who loves challenges and excitement. You are ready to
face with the result of your decision. You are usually the one your friends
count on.
Your Love
Because you love excitements, you occasionally get involved in forbidden
love affairs. You may fall in love with a married person and no one can stop
you from making progress. You are very charming, although you might not
realize it.

don't think it's true.
as in. i may fall in love with a married person?
no one can stop me.
OH NONO.
i wouldn't.
and IM NOT CHARMING.
forget about that.

yesterday was nice, went to play bowling after celebrating yh bday in the sch cafe.
:)
went sort of like dinner with xj and the 2 sisters after bowling, nearly feel like vomitting out whatever i drink and eat, which i fortunately didn't.

was rather please with myself this morning. cos i pass my
btt.
i was like a few minutes late for the test,but. haha. yeah?
like yeah, finally,cos everyone says its easy. but i failed it for the first time. and i last minute chiong last night. and miracally, i passed.
:)
which means i can start learning driving le.
anyway, as for learning of driving, i shall see how next year.
for now.it's main exam that concerns me.
:)

anyway,
went to school as usual today. went for lunch too.
SAPM LECT was where things were going too wrong for me.
was pissed off, scolded someone whom im not suppose to when he did absolutely nothing wrong.oh my, im mean.
and in the end, i think he's being pissed off by me.
sorry btw.
but i was really pissed by something else.
maybe im oversenstitive, or am i too petty?
:(
i don't know.
bought MnM chocolates cos it makes me more happy as i eat them in my MA tut.
:)
but still. in the SAPM lect and Biz park, my tears nearly wana drop
think im getting PMS le.
:(
DEAD LAH

STRESS.
im feeling the stupid stress.
DAYS to exams is drawing nearer and nearer.
and yet im slacking and slacking. can someone just help me.
:(

HELP. STRESS.

arghh.
:(

i know it's not good to be stress. so i shall relax.
:)

till then, ciaos.


HAPPY 21ST TO YIHUI
:)
happy bday to you!!
*later u will get it from us*
hahs

FINALLY HAND IN OUR PROJECT YESTERDAY
yay
clap hands lah.
:)

which means one thing now.
school is ending and main exams are coming.
and splitting of classes.
booo.

anyway, NDP WAS NICE.
before i went, i was on the MRT. i knew who's going to the parade when i see who's wearing red tee lah.
haha. lame me.
i know Kallang was filled with people wearing red le.
anyway
my sis who was suppose to meet us at 4.30pm reached at 4.45pm.my cousin reached at about the same time as me
walk to the stadium.
and boom.
the ticket we have was the grandstand section. NO SUN!!
HAHA.
cool eh?
parade was nice.
FIREWORKS even nicer.
:)
NICE NICE NICE.
last time in National Stadium.
:(
then after the parade.
we walk to find a bus cos simply. the bridge that we need to walk by to go to Kallang Mrt station was filled with PEOPLE.
we walked till i wana faint.
:(
but we manage to get onto bus 70 to suntec after walking for quite a distance. went to eat.
and then. took cabbie home.
and we have a hard time to find a cab.
:(

reach home and just slept.

anyway.
later i got calculus test.
arghhhhh
dead already.
i haven practice enough.
dead,dead,dead..
:(

arghhh.
and my head hurts terribly.
:(

arghhh. help.
got to go.

till then, ciaos.
:)

DeDuan / DD
23, LPS, CSS, TP, SIM, 23/08/1986
shy, independent/dependent, perfectionist
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